A Recovery of Sorts… :/

6 10 2007

Well i like to think so at least, or maybe just letting it settle under the surface for a while. Had a really bad Friday in retrospect, should have gone out, had a really interesting conversation which involved me being considered mentally insane for not wanting to drive. Not only can i not afford it but i dont like handing my life out to those nutter on the road, im confident that with the right skill id be able to drive a car, but i wouldnt be able to deal with all the other retards, speeding around me, i know my reactions, they are very slow. Either way that convesation was a real eyes wide open moment in the fact that i didnt like been spoken at, nor that what i want was with that particular person. I’m done with the chasing on that front, and ill only go on a date if she engages it, tbh i dont think thats going to happen and if i do go im taking back up. All i can see is being a failure of epic size, i doubt im her type, i dont ride horses or play polo, or do anything ‘interesting’ probably in her eyes, thats fine by me tho, im not an Oxford Uni student and im not a country side toff, im also not a mug or a door mat, that and i still have some pride left that hasnt been beaten out of me by the likes of this….

Sometimes Dreams Arent Ment To Be….Or Sometimes There Really Nightmares…

Advertisements

Actions

Information

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

w

Connecting to %s




%d bloggers like this: